Thursday, April 1, 2010 / 6:37 AM
i am SO VERY SICK AND TIRED of changing.
i know that i am supossed to do lots and lots of maths to buck myself up, to do better in math, but whenever i open up the assesment books, i slam them right back. numbers messes up my life. i have enough problems myself that i cant eve solve, and you expect me to solve math questions that does not even apply to the real world? you are kidding me.
i'd rather study and learn something that i can apply to this world. but then again, the world is cruel, cold, harsh and uncaring.
the education system in singapore is a total FAIL. it does not even prepare the students for the real world. all they do is to bombard the students with tests inexorably, forcing math equations, chem equations, and bio "vocab" like neurotransmitters. WHAT THE HELL? stop forcing us to memorise stuffs that we dont want to memorise.
i have an ambition, i have a dream in life - to become a fashion designer, architect or internal designer. this educations sytem is literally eating away the rest of the energy i have left in pursuing my goals.
I AM DIFFERENT FROM OTHER STUDENTS. i know what i want, and i want it now. the only thing that is blocking my way is this FUCKING educations system. my parents feel that being a fashion designer, architect, internal designer is a waste of time. they object. they FAN3 DUI4. they do not support me. instead they criticised me. stupid educations system, it seems that everyone wants face. and in order for them to have face, they have to get a decent job. you know what is the definition of a decent job for my parents? DOCTOR, LAWYER, LECTURER.
come one, stop kidding me. i do not have the brains to become that. please, you have to accept thr fact that your daughter dislikes some subjects she is struggling to ace in, she is not intelligent enough, not up to yoru expectations, whatever you name it. PLEASE OPEN YOU EYES BIG BIG AND SEEE. WHY CANT YOU GUYS JUST SEE AND ACCEPT IT? is it that hard?
life stinks so bad.
Like An Angel
JIAYING
- dislikes marriage
- loves fashion design
- aims to be the best designer in the world
- taking (ss+geog), chem, bio, physics, english, A math, E math, chinese and art for sec 3 and 4
- loves chinese
- ex bbps student
- bad kid
- loves 2s2 forever
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