Saturday, February 20, 2010 / 10:37 PM
i tried to do my a math weekend homework just now. it didnt turn out as great as i thought it would be. i cried and tore up my paper in anger. i just cannot figure out why i even bother to do all the a math practices seriously when in the end, i would just fail my a math test. i hate a math,i dont understand why i even bother. i dont know why i even try when i know what would happen in the end or what the results would be. i feel like the whole world is against me now. this feeling stinks. i feel like i am such a lowly human being, unworthy of praise and unworthy of even existing on earth. i feel like shit now.
i dont know what i should do now. i cant even study, but i can only draw. i want to go to art school but i feel like my parents violently object to that. they just want me to go to a JC and i belive what i could not even enter one. i do not have the brains to get in anyway. i am not smart.
LIFE STINKS. I FEEL SO BAD NOW. I WANT TO DIE.
Like An Angel
JIAYING
- dislikes marriage
- loves fashion design
- aims to be the best designer in the world
- taking (ss+geog), chem, bio, physics, english, A math, E math, chinese and art for sec 3 and 4
- loves chinese
- ex bbps student
- bad kid
- loves 2s2 forever
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