whenever my class is having science lesson, i feel like crying man. its bcos all the electrical stuff - i just cannot understand them. then, i would fall into the bayss of despair and cry internally. at that time, i would see myself as the world's hopeless being in the whole world. i kept asking myself: " why do i need to read the questions again and again before i can fairly understand it? why can't i read it one time and know everything? why must it be do HARD for me?" well, i will never know. i just know that no matter how hard is tudied for this phycis, i just cannot understand it. and thus, during the science lesson, i started to keep quiet. i just cannot trust myself to speak more in class - for the fear of being disocvered that i know ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. so, when my science teacher gave us a quiz today and when the whole calss was busy doing their work, she walked up to me and ask me what was the matter. well, to tell you the truht, i want to tell her that i hate physics with all my might and i never wanted to may my eyes on it again. i want to tell her that i failed her in science for the first time ever. however, i knew that if i said those, it would hurt my favourite science teacher;s heart. in the end, i forced a sheepish smile and said that everything was okay. well, i am still nervous about getting my science class test tomorrow. i am afriaid that i would cry over my marks. well, i am preparing myself for the inevitable fate now.