Monday, March 29, 2010 / 5:18 AM
i was flipping through the school yearbook a few moments ago.
the first page i flipped to, unfortunately, was the page about the Crescent Grad night and about Miss Crescentian.
stared, long and hard at the picture of Miss Crescentian and thought to myself - "her make up is obviously too thick, applied too much. i cant stand it."
i cant help but wonder who voted for her.
but i felt jealous too.
i mean, who doesnt want to get that title "Miss Crescentian" ? its the dream of every girl's.
however, after thinking more deeply, i figured out that winning the "Miss Crescentian" title does not matter to me.
i wont even get that tile anyway.
i am contented with enjoying myself that day, spending treasured times with my best buddies and favourite teachers.
of course i have to prettify myself. i shall not apply too much make up. i want to look natural, i dont want to look fake and thick. being myself is all that matters. BEING WHO I AM IS WHAT TRULY MATTERS ON THAT DAY.
i dont care if i managed to get the chance to dance with KC (OMG!), at least i got to enjoy myself temendously.
i mean, who could guarantee that the person would win the best dressed award again?
i doubt so.
i hope someone else win
but then again, KC seems to be the one with a "diverse species" of clothes.
but i have a feeling KC might not even turn up for this event.
who am i trying to kid?!
just try to be yourself jia ying.
it is all that matters.
a tinge of jeaousy is okay, we are human, but dont let this jealousy grow within you.
jia ying, move on with life. :)
there are much more better things in this world you can do than to get over obsessed with people whom you do not even know.
:)
ONLY MYSELF.
i believe only in myself.
Like An Angel
JIAYING
- dislikes marriage
- loves fashion design
- aims to be the best designer in the world
- taking (ss+geog), chem, bio, physics, english, A math, E math, chinese and art for sec 3 and 4
- loves chinese
- ex bbps student
- bad kid
- loves 2s2 forever
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