Thursday, March 25, 2010 / 4:07 AM
i am really confused right now.
when i talk to my "BUTTS", i am able to complain, to rant about my unhappiness to them about someone i really despise. but, why do i shut myslef out when i face the person i loathe? am i a hypocrite or what? i fell like i am stabbing the person behind her back. the feeling is horrible. i dont know what to do. whenever i told myself "okay, jia ying, you can do this, just ignore the girl and get on with life!", it doesnt really seem to work. on the outside, i would treat the girl as if she deserves my respect, but deep down, i REALLY REALLY cannot stand her. :(
another thing, i think i am deprived of guys. REALLY. i am not kidding. i feel that this is the main reason behind why i am having such immature crushes right now. i can like this particular person for a day and hate him the next. i kept changing. changing it good, it is essential, but not this type of random changing. i need to get a life.
Like An Angel
JIAYING
- dislikes marriage
- loves fashion design
- aims to be the best designer in the world
- taking (ss+geog), chem, bio, physics, english, A math, E math, chinese and art for sec 3 and 4
- loves chinese
- ex bbps student
- bad kid
- loves 2s2 forever
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